Thought this was cute...

Juel!

So I was looking through your blog to find that post you left me so I could respond to it but i couldn't find it anymore! wah!
Sooo..I'll try to remember as much as I can!
Princess Lollipop, is my baby cousin! I love her so much, she is so cute and says the funniest things! FYI she is also known as "Dr. Seena." lol. I have no idea where she got that or if I spelled it right, but thats what it sounds like. She's precious! Mark was telling me today that a friend of ours was over there the other day and she asked Ms. Lollipop for a hug before she left. She responded, "I'm not a touchy feely kind of person...so, No." She drew a picture for my dad when he got out of the hospital, she is really good at drawing, and in the corner was a mouse she had drawn. She said, "thats me 'cause I like to eat cheese!"
And the gal in my video is my cousin Tina. She practically grew up with us, she is like a sister. She is living in Hawaii now, I miss her so much!
Thanks for the birthday wishes. I only just turned 27 ya know. *cough* Only because I've been 26 for six years now and felt it was time to move on.....;0) heehee
And thank you for the condolences. It still is really hard, but I try to remember God didn't want her here in pain, but her body was so broken...He took her home where He could make her whole again. And so she is. I know I'll see her again. She's in a beautiful and incredibly loving place. It helps to know that.
And I'm glad I could put a smile on your face! I love you too! I cant tell you how many times you've made me laugh and smile too! And I love hearing about the girls and the little guys! They are all adorable!
Thank you for what you said about my post "I Love Him." I'm glad you enjoyed it! I worry about being preachy but there are just times I feel so blessed I have to just say what I feel. He's blessed me in soooo many ways, I just want to share with everyone! I want everyone to feel that way too! It makes me feel safe to know that He is always there, and answers prayers the way He sees fit, even if its in a way I didn't know I even wanted..:0) I may not always get exactly what I want but always land in a place that is just as good and makes me just as happy.

And hey! I wanted to share this video with you! My friend Cheryl and her friends were featured on Fearnet.com
I thought it was the coolest thing ever and I'm so excited for her! This was a while back..she is the one with the glowy eyes..lol. You'll hear her say "can you hear me?" near the beginning of the video. I know you are into this stuff as much as I am so I thought you'd enjoy it!


AND you will be happy to know I am going back to school! whoo!
Creative Media Here is a link to what I am going to major in. If everything works out the way I hope I'll start in August. I am way excited!



Love you lady!

Life.

Isn't it wonderful!

I Love Him.

I wish everyone could see Him like I do. I wish everyone could feel His love like I do. He laughs when we laugh, He cries when we cry. He holds us when we are lonely. We are never really truly alone. In my heart, deep deep down, there is one thing that I wish. That people would not use His name to spread hatred, pass judgment on others, or to commit acts of violence. It is never for us to judge. He is a God of pure love. He created each and everyone of us, and we are exactly as we are meant to be. We are exactly where we are supposed to be. That’s just the way it is.
He means for us to laugh and be happy. That’s the reason we are here on this earth. To experience it all…broken hearts, pain, happiness, success, adversities and triumphs. To learn to appreciate the love and happiness we knew in Heaven, so that when we go back, we will truly know what it is to feel His love. So that we will be able to feel all of that love and peace with an intensity we didn’t know before. That’s how much He loves us.
I love the beauty that He gives us in everyday ordinary things, and how He blesses us with the opportunity to make a difference in the lives of people who are “outcast” by others who think they are the definition of “perfect.”
I believe that He is up in Heaven, waiting patiently for me, and I will be brought together with all those that I have ever loved in my life here and also the people that I knew before I spent my time here on earth. Yes, I do think that we were all up there together at one point and are taking our “turns” down here….:0) One day I’m going back and its going to be a beautiful day! Though I’m not quite ready to leave this place just yet…..
I’ve got lots of things planned, so many exciting things I hope to do! He has already blessed me with so much, it gives me a hope that all the things I’ve been dreaming about and trying to get going in that direction…are going to work out just fine. Its going to be awesome.
Life is beautiful, so live it.
He makes me smile everyday….and I love Him so much.

Picture taken from www.weheartit.com

Light at the end of the tunnel.

I see it!

I just hope its not a train....!

Heart Attack Grill

OMG I can't believe this is real!! LOL
I think I gained 17 pounds just watching this...
Too gross..lol

Juel

Wah! I wanna see scary movies with youuuuuuuu!!!! I love scary movie night! To bad you live soooo far awayyyy!!!
Ya, that movie The Haunting of Molly Hartley..the first part was like WTF?? to us too..LOL. Later we realized it was just kind of stuck in there all willy nilly to show that this was something that has happened over time and to other families. It didn't really flow with the rest of the movie..made no real sense to put it in there. I think the whole thing would have stood alone just fine. It was just kinda there..right? lol The end pissed me off kinda. LOL You would think when she stabbed herself she woulda died, but she did it as the clock chimed midnight and I guess whatever was supposed to happen to her happened and kept her from dying. And now she is evil. Heh. Not the greatest movie ever, ...and hey, that cute dude sure had me fooled! haha. What a jerk!
And the little guys are sooo cute!! Makes me want to just pick them up and give them a million hugs! And MMmmm..brownies!
Now I feel like watching scary movies! haha
Love you Juel!!

To Live in The 20's!!

I would have loved to live in the 20's! Looks like so much fun..
well, aside from the racism, segregation, repression and the stock market crash...;o)

Drinking The Moon...

http://www.masielalusha.com/swf/poems.html

Click the link or cut and paste...
Awesome!

Love this!

Mi amor descubre objetos


mi amor descubre objetos
sedosas mariposas
se ocultan en sus dedos

sus palabras
me salpican de estrellas

bajo los dedos de mi amor la noche
brilla como relámpago

mi amor inventa mundos en que habitan
serpientes cuajadas de brillantes

mundos en que la música es el mundo
mundos en que las casas con los ojos abiertos
contemplan el amanecer

mi amor es un loco girasol que olvida
pedazos de sol en el silencio

Isabel Fraire




OR in English...



My Love Reveals Objects


my love reveals objects
silken butterflies
concealed in his fingers

his words
splash me with stars

night shines like lightning
under the fingers of my love

my love invents worlds where
jeweled glittering serpents live

worlds where music is the world

worlds where houses with open eyes
contemplate the dawn

my love is a mad sunflower that forgets
fragments of sun in the silence


Isabel Fraire

"jewllery"

Yes. I know that is spelled wrong. So, you know my little pet peeve about people who ruin perfectly good songs by saying "wichoo" instead of "with you?" Well...another pet peeve...is people who say "jew-llery" instead of "jewelry." Its not hard. Say it how its spelled dude. Repeat after me..."Jewel-ree" Not "jew-lery". JEWELREE. Just say it how its spelled.
Okay I know that sounds really mean of me..lol, especially when I have the habit of gettin all Britney Spears and being like.."quit makin fun of they way I say drawrrs ya'll!!" But I can't hep it honey!!! (Juel, I still can't stop sayin that!! Hep me honey!!! Was that Mallory?? Mikayla??) Its the way I'm wired!!
Or when people say Pacific..instead of specific....
I'm mean and a horrible person. I know this.
:0)

Juel!

Can ya seeee me now?? I know you said you were having trouble finding my page before...
So the easter pics you posted are soooo cute! I love those girls! And the little dudes too! And hey, has Nick lost weight?? He's lookin like he has! Awesome!
PLUS I took a peek at Mikayla's blog..those pics you posted of them when they were little...too cute! Hard to believe that time goes so fast right? Wow, that was even before Meagan came along! Hard to imagine that time..isn't it weird how when a little one comes along, its like they've always been there, and you wonder how you ever lived before they came along?? Gotta love little ones! Maybe someday I'll have one or two...?? Someday!!
How are things?????????? Love you lady!