So, i was just sittin and thinkin and thinkin and sittin. You do that when you are sick in bed all day. I hate me being sick. Its not fun. Cuz I do a lot of the above mentioned. That being said, I just gotta say I look back on my life and think of all the things I used to think I wanted sooo badly....but didn't get. And now I'm so thankful God didn't listen to me. I look back and think...THANK YOU GOD for not letting THAT happen. My life would suck so bad if I was with that person or if I had gone and done whatever I thought was so important at that time.
It just leads me to think of other things that I wanted and was so disappointed at the time that I didn't get. It reminds me of the song by Garth Brooks "Unanswered Prayers." It just has shown me that there is always a reason for things, even the disappointments. It has shown me that I am exactly where I need to be in every given moment. I've seen with my own eyes, that the things that are meant to be are pretty much handed to you on a silver platter-if you have your eyes and heart open and accept it for what it is, even if it wasn't what you were expecting or thought you wanted. If that made sense at all.... I just don't have the words to explain it without being preachy. I believe in God and truly believe that if I let Him, I will receive every blessing He has to give. For those who have different beliefs, I just say...follow your heart and do what you feel is right. Don't be dragged down by disappointments, but use that as an opportunity to open other doors. Life is awesome.
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