One of those moments crept up on me tonight. The one's when I really have to remember and feel the pain that you aren't here anymore. My good friend. To see your name there...right along side of mine...as if nothing had changed at all. Those people don't know you're gone. How can they not know you're gone when it has left such an obvious empty space? When there is one less ray of sunshine in the world?
Most days its okay. It doesn't seem as if it's as painful as it once was. Then comes the moment it sinks in. You aren't coming back. There isn't going to be a time when this isn't true.
You. Aren't. Here. Anymore. Breathing seems impossible because it feels like I've been kicked in the gut. I just want to bring you back to life. Turn back time and tell you not to go, to warn you....
I want to hear your voice, your laughter, and I want to see my dear friends face. Not just
ONE more time...but
ALL the time.
It hurts that I can't change this.
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