Sunday, September 20, 2009

How Strange it is..

...to be anything at all!

How strange it is that we all have two legs, two arms, hands fingers...yet we all look nothing alike.
How strange it is that we all love but we don't all always love each other.

How strange it is that we all sing and dance but we don't all sing or dance with each other.

How strange it is we all have lips and power of speech,but we don't always speak to each other.

How strange it is we all have two ears, but we don't always listen.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Whatcha whatcha wahoo!!

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Sunday, July 5, 2009


WOw!

When it rains it rains! lol
Just a little clip off the balcony. There is some empty field there but beyond that we usually have a view of houses, businesses and a shopping center. We could see NOTHING while it was raining!
You will hear me scream...oohh!!! its cooold! LOL

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Juel!

So I was looking through your blog to find that post you left me so I could respond to it but i couldn't find it anymore! wah!
Sooo..I'll try to remember as much as I can!
Princess Lollipop, is my baby cousin! I love her so much, she is so cute and says the funniest things! FYI she is also known as "Dr. Seena." lol. I have no idea where she got that or if I spelled it right, but thats what it sounds like. She's precious! Mark was telling me today that a friend of ours was over there the other day and she asked Ms. Lollipop for a hug before she left. She responded, "I'm not a touchy feely kind of person...so, No." She drew a picture for my dad when he got out of the hospital, she is really good at drawing, and in the corner was a mouse she had drawn. She said, "thats me 'cause I like to eat cheese!"
And the gal in my video is my cousin Tina. She practically grew up with us, she is like a sister. She is living in Hawaii now, I miss her so much!
Thanks for the birthday wishes. I only just turned 27 ya know. *cough* Only because I've been 26 for six years now and felt it was time to move on.....;0) heehee
And thank you for the condolences. It still is really hard, but I try to remember God didn't want her here in pain, but her body was so broken...He took her home where He could make her whole again. And so she is. I know I'll see her again. She's in a beautiful and incredibly loving place. It helps to know that.
And I'm glad I could put a smile on your face! I love you too! I cant tell you how many times you've made me laugh and smile too! And I love hearing about the girls and the little guys! They are all adorable!
Thank you for what you said about my post "I Love Him." I'm glad you enjoyed it! I worry about being preachy but there are just times I feel so blessed I have to just say what I feel. He's blessed me in soooo many ways, I just want to share with everyone! I want everyone to feel that way too! It makes me feel safe to know that He is always there, and answers prayers the way He sees fit, even if its in a way I didn't know I even wanted..:0) I may not always get exactly what I want but always land in a place that is just as good and makes me just as happy.

And hey! I wanted to share this video with you! My friend Cheryl and her friends were featured on Fearnet.com
I thought it was the coolest thing ever and I'm so excited for her! This was a while back..she is the one with the glowy eyes..lol. You'll hear her say "can you hear me?" near the beginning of the video. I know you are into this stuff as much as I am so I thought you'd enjoy it!


AND you will be happy to know I am going back to school! whoo!
Creative Media Here is a link to what I am going to major in. If everything works out the way I hope I'll start in August. I am way excited!



Love you lady!

Friday, May 1, 2009

Life.

Isn't it wonderful!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I Love Him.


I wish everyone could see Him like I do. I wish everyone could feel His love like I do. He laughs when we laugh, He cries when we cry. He holds us when we are lonely. We are never really truly alone. In my heart, deep deep down, there is one thing that I wish. That people would not use His name to spread hatred, pass judgment on others, or to commit acts of violence. It is never for us to judge. He is a God of pure love. He created each and everyone of us, and we are exactly as we are meant to be. We are exactly where we are supposed to be. That’s just the way it is.
He means for us to laugh and be happy. That’s the reason we are here on this earth. To experience it all…broken hearts, pain, happiness, success, adversities and triumphs. To learn to appreciate the love and happiness we knew in Heaven, so that when we go back, we will truly know what it is to feel His love. So that we will be able to feel all of that love and peace with an intensity we didn’t know before. That’s how much He loves us.
I love the beauty that He gives us in everyday ordinary things, and how He blesses us with the opportunity to make a difference in the lives of people who are “outcast” by others who think they are the definition of “perfect.”
I believe that He is up in Heaven, waiting patiently for me, and I will be brought together with all those that I have ever loved in my life here and also the people that I knew before I spent my time here on earth. Yes, I do think that we were all up there together at one point and are taking our “turns” down here….:0) One day I’m going back and its going to be a beautiful day! Though I’m not quite ready to leave this place just yet…..
I’ve got lots of things planned, so many exciting things I hope to do! He has already blessed me with so much, it gives me a hope that all the things I’ve been dreaming about and trying to get going in that direction…are going to work out just fine. Its going to be awesome.
Life is beautiful, so live it.
He makes me smile everyday….and I love Him so much.

Picture taken from www.weheartit.com

Monday, April 27, 2009

Light at the end of the tunnel.

I see it!









I just hope its not a train....!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Heart Attack Grill

OMG I can't believe this is real!! LOL
I think I gained 17 pounds just watching this...
Too gross..lol

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Juel

Wah! I wanna see scary movies with youuuuuuuu!!!! I love scary movie night! To bad you live soooo far awayyyy!!!
Ya, that movie The Haunting of Molly Hartley..the first part was like WTF?? to us too..LOL. Later we realized it was just kind of stuck in there all willy nilly to show that this was something that has happened over time and to other families. It didn't really flow with the rest of the movie..made no real sense to put it in there. I think the whole thing would have stood alone just fine. It was just kinda there..right? lol The end pissed me off kinda. LOL You would think when she stabbed herself she woulda died, but she did it as the clock chimed midnight and I guess whatever was supposed to happen to her happened and kept her from dying. And now she is evil. Heh. Not the greatest movie ever, ...and hey, that cute dude sure had me fooled! haha. What a jerk!
And the little guys are sooo cute!! Makes me want to just pick them up and give them a million hugs! And MMmmm..brownies!
Now I feel like watching scary movies! haha
Love you Juel!!

To Live in The 20's!!

I would have loved to live in the 20's! Looks like so much fun..
well, aside from the racism, segregation, repression and the stock market crash...;o)


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Drinking The Moon...

http://www.masielalusha.com/swf/poems.html

Click the link or cut and paste...
Awesome!

Love this!

Mi amor descubre objetos


mi amor descubre objetos
sedosas mariposas
se ocultan en sus dedos

sus palabras
me salpican de estrellas

bajo los dedos de mi amor la noche
brilla como relámpago

mi amor inventa mundos en que habitan
serpientes cuajadas de brillantes

mundos en que la música es el mundo
mundos en que las casas con los ojos abiertos
contemplan el amanecer

mi amor es un loco girasol que olvida
pedazos de sol en el silencio

Isabel Fraire




OR in English...



My Love Reveals Objects


my love reveals objects
silken butterflies
concealed in his fingers

his words
splash me with stars

night shines like lightning
under the fingers of my love

my love invents worlds where
jeweled glittering serpents live

worlds where music is the world

worlds where houses with open eyes
contemplate the dawn

my love is a mad sunflower that forgets
fragments of sun in the silence


Isabel Fraire

"jewllery"

Yes. I know that is spelled wrong. So, you know my little pet peeve about people who ruin perfectly good songs by saying "wichoo" instead of "with you?" Well...another pet peeve...is people who say "jew-llery" instead of "jewelry." Its not hard. Say it how its spelled dude. Repeat after me..."Jewel-ree" Not "jew-lery". JEWELREE. Just say it how its spelled.
Okay I know that sounds really mean of me..lol, especially when I have the habit of gettin all Britney Spears and being like.."quit makin fun of they way I say drawrrs ya'll!!" But I can't hep it honey!!! (Juel, I still can't stop sayin that!! Hep me honey!!! Was that Mallory?? Mikayla??) Its the way I'm wired!!
Or when people say Pacific..instead of specific....
I'm mean and a horrible person. I know this.
:0)

Juel!

Can ya seeee me now?? I know you said you were having trouble finding my page before...
So the easter pics you posted are soooo cute! I love those girls! And the little dudes too! And hey, has Nick lost weight?? He's lookin like he has! Awesome!
PLUS I took a peek at Mikayla's blog..those pics you posted of them when they were little...too cute! Hard to believe that time goes so fast right? Wow, that was even before Meagan came along! Hard to imagine that time..isn't it weird how when a little one comes along, its like they've always been there, and you wonder how you ever lived before they came along?? Gotta love little ones! Maybe someday I'll have one or two...?? Someday!!
How are things?????????? Love you lady!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Would I? Wouldn't I??? Ohhh the uncertainty.....

...So, I'm just sayin. Have you ever given a thought..to whethor or not you would be you own friend? I often wonder, and sometimes even aloud to other people, why the heck do people like being around me?? haha. I don't know that I would be able to stand being around me if I were someone else..LOL. I'm awesome yes, but can be a little over "silly" sometimes. haha Yes, I do think I would annoy myself....:)

Thursday, March 26, 2009

So apparently I suck..

at keeping up blogs..lol
I wish I could say I led this extremely amazing life..lol. But no, I'm just me. A girl in the world. A girl turning 26. Again. For the seventh time. haha. Yuck! 33??
Where does the time go??? It feels sometimes like life is in fast forward and I'm hurtling towards the end..of..something. ha!
Just amazing the way life goes sometimes.
Soooo...I am addicted to youtube! I have recently discovered Keeping Up with the Kardashians. It didn't suck like I thought it would. I actually thought it was pretty interesting. And I have a new show to love. "The Motherhood." Another favorite is Pushing Daisies. I don't seem to discover shows until they are cancelled and there are not anymore! Wah!
Here is a little vid of Pushing Daisies!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

My Celebrity Crush



Robert Pattinson

Pet Peeves

Here are a few things that are pet peeves of mine. Mind you it is not a complete list and reserve the right to change and add (and I will) to it..:)

1) Talking to me during Ghost Hunters will get you no where. Fast. LOL

2) When I hear a song that is otherwise pretty good, but cannot stand to listen to it because instead of saying "with you" they say "whichoo." OMG I cannot even tell you how annoying that is to me! "I wanna be whichoo forever!" "Oh gurrrl, I wanna be whichoooo...." Lazy lazy lazy!!

3) When songs that have a 2 minute long intro....argh!

4) People who don't believe me when I say "If you don't stop that...I'm gonna go ninja on you..." Cuz then I have to do it. And it ruins my spiritual balance for the day.

6) Being in loud rooms where people are just talking and talking and talking. I can't stand being around a lot of noise for long periods of time.

7) People who get in line behind me at *insert store of your choice here* and complain about the line. *rolls my eyes heavenward so far they do a full rotation around in my head* If you ain't got the time...you shouldn't have come in here. We are ALL waiting in line. We ALL have somewhere to be. Calling the CSR stupid and slow and acting like you are the only one in the store is not going to make the line go faster. And yes, please, by ALL MEANS read the sign that says "I am not authorized to sell liquor" before you stand in line for 15 minutes. You are right behind me. I see the sign. The little old lady standing two people behind you can see the sign. How can you say you didn't SEE THE SIGN. Read it. That sign right there.

sigh.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Now aren't you glad THAT didn't happen??

So, i was just sittin and thinkin and thinkin and sittin. You do that when you are sick in bed all day. I hate me being sick. Its not fun. Cuz I do a lot of the above mentioned. That being said, I just gotta say I look back on my life and think of all the things I used to think I wanted sooo badly....but didn't get. And now I'm so thankful God didn't listen to me. I look back and think...THANK YOU GOD for not letting THAT happen. My life would suck so bad if I was with that person or if I had gone and done whatever I thought was so important at that time.
It just leads me to think of other things that I wanted and was so disappointed at the time that I didn't get. It reminds me of the song by Garth Brooks "Unanswered Prayers." It just has shown me that there is always a reason for things, even the disappointments. It has shown me that I am exactly where I need to be in every given moment. I've seen with my own eyes, that the things that are meant to be are pretty much handed to you on a silver platter-if you have your eyes and heart open and accept it for what it is, even if it wasn't what you were expecting or thought you wanted. If that made sense at all.... I just don't have the words to explain it without being preachy. I believe in God and truly believe that if I let Him, I will receive every blessing He has to give. For those who have different beliefs, I just say...follow your heart and do what you feel is right. Don't be dragged down by disappointments, but use that as an opportunity to open other doors. Life is awesome.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Now REAALLy.....

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/29171945/

Why pay so much money for a nude set of pictures of madonna???
I'm sure if you dig hard enough you can find them for free online..lol
Its not like she was ever shy about taking her clothes off, it can't be that much
of a big deal...

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Juel..

...the kids are adorable! I loved the pictures! They are growing so fast!!!

Sooo..

..haha, I'm already neglecting this blog.
I can think of ten times today I thought of something witty and funny to say, but then I get on here and go blankity blank! lol
I'm just going to type randomly and just see what comes out..haha. watch out!
I'm listening to No Air by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown..and thinking of someone who makes me feel like that. I'm pathetic. I love this song even though it makes my heart feel broken.
I'm waiting on my brother and mom to get home from El Paso. My dad is there. They admitted him tonight. He is going to have a bypass done. I hate this so much, feeling so helpless. Just when we are getting to know each other...I could lose him. Everything in the past is still there, but the thing that was driving us apart...is long gone. Thank God. I know, people live through these things all the time. But, you just never know right? To think of him not being there. Here, with us...as crazy as we make each other, as crazy as he makes ME...if he is not there..my life would not be complete. Despite all the tears I've cried because of all that happened "back then", I know he loves me and I love him too. With my whole heart. All our lives God has always saved us. Our obstacles as a family have been MANY...but we have always pulled through, we have always moved on. I know that God has infinite blessings for us all but, I also know that He does what He has to do, and at some point we all have to move on. I just hope this is not my dad's time to move on. I need him so so much.
Today we had a baby shower for one of our co workers. Made me want a baby..lol. For like five minutes. haha. I want one, but at the same time I know I am not ready! I am not mature enough! lol You know, when I was little, I thought that by the time I was at the age I am now...I would be like, mature or something. Still waiting for that to happen. Good luck to me...
I’ve lost steam..:/ I don’t know how to finish this blog…
The End.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

100 things about me...

I posted this in a bulletin on myspace, but I thought I'd put it here as well for those of you who don't myspace.

1. I’m not even five foot tall. I am 4’11 ½” which makes me only slightly taller than a primordial dwarf.
2. I’m awesome.
3. I’m pretty much a nerd.
4. I listen to Britney Spears. On purpose.
5. I have a huge, and I mean HUGE addiction to sugar. If its got sugar in it, on it, or around it…I’m eating it.
6. Starbucks. I need not say more than that.
7. I love the Twilight series and have a huge A** crush on Rob Pattinson.
8. I don’t think I am as nice as people think I am.
9. I have a horrible temper when the right buttons are pushed, but people don’t believe me.
10. I’m funny.
11.I love my pink ipod
12. When I am unhappy or sad…I don’t often let people see it, because I think people are so used to seeing me smile and laugh, I don’t think they want to hear about it.
13. I love Japanese culture and want to visit there someday.
14. I watch anime.
15. There is this song, I don’t know who sings it (raps it), I don’t know the name of it. But it is on the radio eleventy twelve hundred times a day. The lyrics are something like “pop champaigne, for the barack obama campaign.” First of all…yea lets talk about alcoholism when celebrating the new president. Second, how many times can you say the line “pop champaigne for the barack obama campaign?” Apparently 88377409093 times. I am excited about our new President. I do NOT like this song though.
16. I believe in ghosts. I get teased about it sometimes. But that is okay, I know what I have seen, I know what I have heard with my own ears. I really do believe.
17. I believe in God. He is my everything.
18.I love horror movies! Slash Slash!! *makes stabbing motions in the air*
19. I am a contradiction unto myself..lol *points to #17 and #18*
20. I’ve watched every episode of Ghost Hunters.
21.I'ma I'ma a divaI'ma I'ma a divaI'ma I'ma a diva...Na, na, na, Diva is a female version of a hustla,Of a hustla, of a, of a hustlaNa, na, na Diva is a female version of a hustla,Of a hustla, of a, of a hustla
22. I’m a hustla…*what does that mean anyway..* lol
23. I’m awesome.
24.I love cocoa chai tea!

25.I love to read!
26.I read perezhilton. com even though I don’t think its cool to be as mean as he is sometimes.
27. Paris Hilton gets on my nerves. Dude, she’s like..OLD and she still dresses and acts like a 12 year old.
28. I play Sims 2.…lol
29.I am very disorganized!!! I always forget where I put stuff!!
30. I do NOT like talking on the phone. I text…and I will talk to some people on the phone like family from out of town. But if they are local, I see them all the time, and I can get my point across in a text, I will text.
31. Sometimes I can be way over sensitive.
32. Sometimes I cry really easily.
33. I miss my good friend Josie.
34. I am not stupid, but sometimes, dear goodness, I can be such a dingbat….
35. My favorite flowers are orchids and cherry blossoms. Even though I think cherry blossoms grow on trees..LOL
36. I watch YouTube way too much!! ( the Hill88 is so cool..LOL)
37. I read about true crime….I am fascinated with the Sharon Tate/Manson murders. I know..morbid!
38. Crime scene and autopsy photos… Forensics is really interesting!
39.I think Zombie movies rock!
40. I like scented candles.
41. Sometimes I don’t think I’m as “mature” as other people my age.
42. I have amazing friends.
43. I love classic comedies like The Patty Duke Show, Donna Reed, and Mr. Ed.
44. Classic movies are awesome too.
45. I <3 Marilyn Monroe.
46. Sometimes I forget to pay my bills on time.
47. I am NOT good at being anywhere on time.
48. I love the Stephanie Plum novels by Janet Evanovich.
49. I write poetry.
50. I love to laugh.
51. I don’t speak one lick of Spanish, my parents speak it, my grandparents didn't speak a lot of English lol I can understand it when it is spoken to me, but I don’t know how to answer back or write it.
52. I don’t know how to swim. I have a small water phobia.
53. I am afraid of driving on freeways and like, long distances on the highway. I am not a good road traveler. I’ve been in loads of accidents and a few of my friends have died in car accidents. So..I’m really timid behind the wheel.
54. I am convinced I am going to die in a weird way. Once I joked with my brother that I will probably be killed by a flying Kyak. Not too long after that we drove by a small second hand shop. There was a kayak hanging over the door. We both busted out laughing! I never went in there..LOL.
55. I love reading about paranormal..everything.. Ghosts, UFO’s, unsolved mystery sort of stuff.
56. I’m awesome.
57.I love Japanese food!
58. I think that thinking of one hundred things about myself is kinda hard.
59. I love spending time with my friends and family…but I definitely like my alone time too. Sometimes I just need to chill and get away from everything and just be by myself.
60.I love 80’s rock! Skid Row, Motley Crue, Metallica….
61. I’m a nail biter.
62. I have been trying to teach myself to knit and crochet.
63. Come to think of it..I love 70’s rock too….
64. I have a brother and a sister.
65. I have read the entire Harry Potter series.
66. I’m not much of a tv watcher. I will watch Ghost Hunters and Jon and Kate plus 8. Other than that I really don’t realize I love a show until they have been canceled and they are all on DVD..haha. Pushing Daisies and Dead Like Me. Totally hilarious shows. I would rather sit and watch them all at one time instead of having to wait to see the next show a whole week later. I am too impatient for that.Lol
67. I don’t really like talking. Haha. I know some people will find that hard to believe…lol but I do just like sitting and being quiet. Its soothing.
68. Sometimes I just really crave pickles and lemons. I don’t know why. I don’t like sour foods at ALL. I despise sour foods…but there have been times I crave pickles and lemons SO BAD..haha. Once I squeezed straight up lemon juice into my mouth and didn’t even pucker for a second. LOL it was so weird.
69. When people first meet me they think I’m quiet. I’m NOT. which is weird since I don't really even like talking..haha
70. I effing hate waiting. I cant stand to wait. Waiting is the bain of my existence. Patient is one thing I am NOT.
71. I believe in God and am very spiritual, but I do not like it when people try to push their beliefs on other people. On the flip side, it annoys me when someone does not believe in God makes fun of people who do.
72. I am officially Catholic, but I don’t really identify with any particular religion right now.
73. I believe everyone has the right to believe what they want and live how they want as long as they are not hurting anyone.
74. I am starting to despise living in New Mexico. It is always so HOT. Even when it is cold..its hot! For example…The other day was chilly, so I put on a sweater, but then I go outside and the sun is hot, but the wind is cold…so I was hot in my sweater but if I took it off I would be cold! *shakes my fist at New Mexico weather*
75.I miss trees and back yards with grass lawns!! I look around me and all I see is rock landscaping!! One day I’m moving up north somewhere!! Where there are actual seasons and vegetation!!! Living in the desert…not fun!
76.I love looking at the stars! I think the whole thing is just amazing!
77. I love wind chimes.
78.I am going to get a tattoo pretty soon! A real one!
79. I think I’m silly for doing a thing where I have to think of 100 things about myself.
80. This is proof that I am a ding bat.
81. I am clumsy as heck!! I trip on everything! And nothing! I walk into doors and walls…its horrible.
82.Sometimes I think faster than my mouth can move and my sentences get all mumbled up!
83. I think its funny to think of my thinking processes going faster than anything. Haha. Haha.
84. I have no real secrets. I’m boring that way.
85. Going to Bath and Body makes me happy.
86. I could live at Barnes and Noble. Especially the one with the Starbucks in it.
87. I love the smell of rain and I love stormy weather.
88. I wake up with bruises and I don’t know how they got there. Weird.Lol I once woke up with a bruise in the shape of a hand on my lower leg. Straaange. I was living alone at the time...lol
89. I am easily distracted by shiny things and chocolate.
90. I think cemeteries are peaceful.
91. I don’t cuss usually unless I am being funny, because it is so out of character for me. But when people cuss around me I usually don’t even notice.
92. I love almond butter and chocolate soy nut butter.Yum!
93.I keep a journal…but I don’t write in it often. I should, I think it would help.
94. If I’m unhappy with the way my life is going, I think I can change it whenever and however I want.
95. I believe that you should find what is most important to you and follow your heart. Find what your dream is and go after it. Anything in this world is possible if you believe in it enough.
96. I am so happy I am almost done with this list.
97.Did I mention I’m awesome?
98. I’m pretty much a dork…but I like it.
99. I have a weird sense of humor…and sometimes I say things just all random like……..I don’t think people “get me” sometimes..lol
100.I can count to 100!!!!! Whoo!!

Trying this again....

So i've tried online blogs before...not so good at keeping up with it. ha! But I think I'm going to give it a go again. Sometimes I find myself going through my day and having random thoughts...hopefully I'll remember them long enough to write them here...:) Enjoy!